take my hand

BIEBER FEVER?!

2011-03-01T18:24:00.003+08:00

Aren’t all of us (not) waiting for this historical moment where 16 years, old hair flipping BOY is actually heading to Singapore to perform before a whole stage of audience.

That’s right! JUSTIN BIEBER!

It was a drowsy afternoon, I mean, you know how lunch always attempt to kill us once the clock strikes 4. Anyway, all of us were almost drowning in this pain inexorably when one colleague of mine shouted across the room:

“GUYS OMG!!!! JB’S TICKETS SOLD OUT LEI!!!!”

There, you see heads jerking upright and seems like all of us suddenly attained the highest level of energy. Following that, everyone started throwing in all sorts of criticism.

First there was something about his “utterly disgusting voice” that “obviously couldn’t make to Hollywood’s”

Then it went on to personal attacks about him being such a asshole ‘cause he dated and (broke up) Miley Cyrus. (Really? You actually knew him that well?)

And more about his sad sad life that is hated by people all over the world at the mere age of 16.

Poor young boy.

You might think that I must be a crazy fan of his, thus all this defence. But no, I am a natural party. I am definitely not a big fan of young boys (I have my fair share of them already, and no, not in the paedophile way) but neither do I belong to the ANTI JUSTIN BIEBER club. To me, he is just a young singer who’s definitely considered a talent for his age. Tell me what were you doing back when you were 16? Taking neoprints? *Rolls eyes*

So why this world wide hatred for him? Frankly, I attribute all this to the content of media coverage from HW. Seems like he’s been in the bad light since day 1. But how much we can really trust the paparazzi, you people know it well enough. Let’s just put ourselves in the position whereby we have absolutely no contact with e papz. Play a JB song. It’s not as bad as it appears to. Of cause, don’t compare them to Justin Timberlake’s or Eminem’s, those are obviously male diva. Other than that, some songs are pretty decent.

Media has all the effect on us audience. On the other hand, if JB wasn’t portrayed this badly by the media, how will we then form our impression of him? I’m sure it’ll differ.

Everybody just wants to follow the flock. I admit I’m not really for the idea of humming his songs; I might just die from darts overdose. But at least I am refraining from personal attacks. So, just give this guy a break. Chill man. There are better (or rather worse) things in life you that is waiting for you to berate about.

Its been long folks!

2011-03-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

HOLA PEOPLE! I AM BACK!

How awesome is that! (Alright, perhaps my existence was of no value) BUT HEY HEY HEY, that’s beside the point! After abandoning my blog for a year, I decided to sprout back to action! X)

Well its nothing much in particular actually. I was too caught up with school and work that my blog practically just turned into a (online) relic. But that was a wrong move. Very wrong move in fact. I got graded C+ for my essential writing skills last semester! No really, WAS IT THAT BAD? Back then, I felt like grabbing the lecturer by her neck and force an answer out of her. Or perhaps, academic writing just wasn’t my forte.

But talk cocking, I’m sure I have no issues. x)

Than again, I did well for other academic papers!!! *Nooooo.. Quit whining, you loser E.*

Okay fine. That was partly the rationale to relive the blog. Figured I’ve got to be constantly on the go if I want to improve my writing skills. Skills aren’t just gonna drop from the skies, waiting for me to catch ‘em. I’m gonna lose all that ability to connect with words if I don’t start putting in enough efforts. Besides, work hasn’t really been of much any help, considering the fact that the main bulk of it doesn’t revolves around copy writing. (Boo to that!)

Anyway, know this feels somewhat like I’m working on my school assignment, “tah tah tah tah” typing away on my lappie. But the main difference here is that in the process of the school assignment, you’ll tend to hear some really unpleasant cursing and swearing coming out from my room, or perhaps upon entering my room, you’ll might think I must have been to war for a decade or so, thus the present state of it. (Im not kidding you) But at least blogging allows me freedom of topic, no deadlines thus I can “submit” at my own comfy muffy convenience. Hell yeah, it’s a different mindset altogether.

Now mark my renaissance. (:

2010-03-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

I miss those weekends

2010-02-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

Dreads nothing more then this.

2009-11-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can't eat, I can't sleep
What else could it be missing you so deep
Long as I'm where you're going to
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you

2009-11-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

longest week gonna be.

Who ever said time flies,

irony, somethings feel like forever.

like waiting for your book outs. ):

Cause tts what usually happens

2009-10-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

You might have gotten the same shit for like 10times in a row, but that din stop you from trying again.
Some might call that determination, for not giving up.
But some simply call that ignorance, for you knew nothing about yourself, nothing about your enemy object, nothing about your obstacle, nothing about how to overcome it. Yet you are just going heads on to fight the barrier, hoping somehow it might break but to no avail. Despite knowing so, it matters not to you. Some just doesnt learn from past mistakes. And for that, i salute you for your stupidity.

Rants over.

ANYWAY, I MUST HAVE JUST PASSED A CENTURY PLEASE!
Friday is love. Cos thats when i'll see you again (:

2009-09-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

So kenneth koh gengyan wants to get rid of hellrider. =D

/Edith says:
*u changing email?
*can u pls use sth more normal
*like kenneth_kgy@hotmail.com
*or kgy.ken@hotmail.com
*sth lidat?
kenneth says:
*why..
*isint gengyan normal
/Edith says:
*no
*like
*monster name
*LOLLOL
kenneth says:
*wtf
*i kill u
*monster.geng@hotmail.com
*hahahah might as well dont change sia
/Edith says:
*nice
*yr prom night u monster inc also right
kenneth says:
*ahahaha ya ah
*i was..
*the .. eyeball one
/Edith says:
*how abt monsterinc_kenken@hotmail.com
kenneth says:
*wtf
*ahahahahah
*eh
* ure not helping
*my new email is supposed to be more matured u ass
/Edith says:
*okok
kenneth says:
*matured.gengyan@hotmail.com
/Edith says:
*kennethkohgy@hotmail.com
*HAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

and he goes on...

kenneth says:
*i think it must hve.. the most important part of my life in it.
*like..
*kenneth.bh@hotmail.com
/Edith says:
*bh?!
kenneth says:
*big head
*ah ah ah

times lidat brings me back to TP life. and i realise how much I miss school as compared to how life is now.

2009-09-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

my drug (:

2009-09-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

yes there we go.. TGIF (: and TGMIH also!! anyway, dear me is gg on a one week break from tangs, err before i commit full time with them. from 1oct! i can so imagine my life. Considering the fact that my schedule allows no time for FUN, tell me abt full time. Why, they say money makes the world go round. i agree to a LARGE extend.

Okay! but finally met up w the gang today. movied and chilled at starbucks. times lidat meant e most. The Ugly Truth was really sweet. romance comedy. As much as it doesnt appear to be, well yes it is my type (: Fact is, somehow there IS the big gap between guys n girls.

I mean I can go like 1 million and 1 stuff abt guys. I wont sterotype, fine. but somethings just piss me off and i cant stand keeping quiet feeling like a little sheep. But wads with making promises which one can NEVER, and i mean NEVER fulfil. like hello? If you are not sure, dont say. If you cant do it, dun fucking promise bullshits. You dunnoe how it still send shivers down my spine when I tot of what you've said to me and for all the times you hurled insults at somebody elses for facts that was socially unaccepted in every's eyes, churning everybody to think that you are the world's number 1 boyfriend a girl could ever dreammmmmm of having, and any other are mere peanuts as compared to the great you, geez. i wonder what differs you from those jerks Ive seen. Dont give excuses like "at least I dont club." sometimes clubbers can do better den you.

Nonetheless, I guess time DID prove me right. as much as i wanted to, perception of you can never be altered. You are what you are, and nothing else had changed from the first day i knew you. Im sorry. but we both know it'll never be the same, we both know it will never be back. we're just like a shell now, with no substance in it. Dont blame me for this cos tts the r/s you've created btwn us. there goes all. Good job dude. You won Grammy's Best Actor 2009.

Okay. rants over. Ignore this if you dont get it.

Back track, adelle sim left for netherlands for almost a week. thankfully chats were maintained thou it means like 8pm netherlands and 2am sg. I had this STRONGGGGGGGGGG urge to text her today. But i sort of jammed my fingers halfway. Okay. in short, i miss you la. (: seeeya very soon. pls dun become a ham after stuffing hams every morning. (:

Day has been great despite many, hiccups. but still. love the lunch, love the surprise. Thank you. (:

Goodnight world. DRIVING TMR. like finally.

2009-09-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

I hope its different

2009-09-05T21:53:00.001+08:00

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HAHAHAHAHA GUYS. PLEASE WATCH THIS. MY HAPPEE PILL (:

2009-09-02T21:55:00.001+08:00

BURNT

Im officially BURNT.

Was a hell of a day! Event at the airport for the Porsche and Boeing 747 Jumbo Jet race was, fun but stress and tiring. Woke up at 5AM and reached airport at 630AM ended at 6PM and i got home at 8PM. FML. did i say i wanted to do events?

hahahaha, oh wells. Cant deny the fact that this event totally allowed me the experience of events management thou I think i only covered a very small part. Weather was a killer, and despite me being a frequent sentosa goer who looks 1/4 malay 1/4 indian 2/4 chinese, I STILL WAN TO COMPLAIN! hot sial. but it was really cool being a the runway while I get to watch the Porsche race which lasted for less den a minute. okay lame, but tmd.... His Porsche is a White GT3. DAMN NICE! If i were to compete for Miss Singapore and they ask me "what will you do if you get 1 Million dollars?", No! dont expect to me go all peace, love and war free answers, get a life, i so noe u guys wont donate half yr Million to Indonesia to help in tsunami. SO DUN LIE! tell the truth, we will all buy a car of our DREAM! Oh yeahhh! that would be Porsche for me, baby!

speaking of which, so MISS RIS LOW is the Miss Singapore of 2009. Geez, i watched the vid, and why does it appear to me that, she is getting almost every single award. Ms Photogenic, Ms Best Catwalk ya dah ya dah. If there is an award that goes like "MISS BIMBOTIC" it'll goes to her as well

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-c_A7-7B7-w

okay, entertain yrself. its like. 950 now. and Miss Edith Foo is heading to bed. Goodnight world! (:

2009-08-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

So final destination 4 once again. I remembered i first watched final destination 1 during my post exam activities when i was PRIMARY 6. could still remeber clearly how the girl got cut in her throat with the string when she slipped in the tub. I wonder which sick teacher showed us the tape 8years back then. like hello? I tot the show was M18 or something,

Speaking of which. The lady asked for our IC when we were getting the tixs. that made my day alright! To think some of my colleague thought that I am in my early 20s. well, I AM 20. but still, Ive got this strong feeling they think im 23 or 24. just pretending to be polite and act normal when i told them im 20. HMPH! I AM 20! I AM 20 ONLY!!!

okay, and something funny just happened. the bffs were having a conversation about display pics. and I was telling adellesimrongna that her pic looks like she is balding..

/Edith says:
*hahahahaha
*tt pic, like the front bald.
*change again
*i see more
a d e l l e s i m says:
*my father and i
/Edith says:
*cant see yr dad's face
*but nice photo
*u look cute
*LOL
a d e l l e s i m says:
*actually can see
/Edith says:
*yah but the dp cute right
*cut*
a d e l l e s i m says:
*but the box cute
*YEAHH
/Edith says:
*HAHA
*HOI
a d e l l e s i m says:
*HAHAHAHAH
*CUTE
*CUT
*TMD
/Edith says:
*DID WE JUS MADE THE SAME MISTAKE
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA!!!
a d e l l e s i m says:
*yeahhh
/Edith says:
*THATS WHAT BFF ARE FOR LA.
*<3
*HAHAHAHAHH
a d e l l e s i m says:
*lol

somehow, I think im gonna miss this bitch when she leaves for netherland, YOU ARE LUCKY THAT YOU ARE COMING BACK FOR MY 21ST! else i make sure you send me a big parcel from netherlands on 8 Jan 2010 (:

so goodnight world, its another week ahead!

2009-08-27T23:53:00.006+08:00

Okay. here it goes. Half the time i told myself "oooo! this is interesting! im gonna blog abt this tonight" and almost all the time i failed to do so. Been busy like never before. and its gonna get worse in september. Work and school is enough to occupy my weekdays. talk abt frens and family. oh wells. less naggings from daddy im sure. But you noe 'll miss you right........ (:

Finally met up with BFF like 15mins ago. I hvn seen her for... 1 month? crazy. we stay a street across only nonetheless, short catch up was pretty good. chit chat non stop with summary of all that happened within and hell yeah, its pretty eventful!(yes, when girls get tog, they SURE GOSSIP LOR! for you girls who enlarged yr pup eyes in accusation, dun deny. I know us well enough. HAHA.) Ohhh, agenda was for her to learn how to put in her new contact lens. My confidence level dropped 3bars as every 5mins passes. but after all the screams and laughter, she gave up. Try harder tmr babe. If u managed to put in but face difficulties taking it out, use the method i taught you! ^ ^ HAHAHAHAHAHAH! most retarded way ever i swear.

anyways, boys over flower became my latest dope. heh. as bimbotic it may sound, geez, Kim Hyun Joong is damnnnnn cute thou my eyes were set on Kim Bum initially. and i did the craziest omg-imma-korean-fan-and-i-will-die-just-to-touch-their-toes thing...

yah, my wall paper is Kim Hyun Joong. HAHA! but someway or another, I avoid using my phone in the train possibly. how pathetic.

And, I needa to rack my wardrobe for some corporate wear. some smart asses complained that we dress too slack at work. and memo was sent to remind us of the attire. sigh. I so hate office wear, SOOOOOOOOO HATE. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HATE! can i emphasize it anymore? I know OLs are hot stuff, but, the pencil skirt, long sleeved shirts, tops and everything else reminds me of my terrible, horrible, unimaginable experience at ETP law firm. I tore and burnt my white shirt away cos it reminds me of joyce can.........
(HAHA. neh, jus kidding) but close! sometimes i do dream abt fighting her in the court room, of cos, I WON IN THE END LA! (:

Right, speaking of dream, its about time i go back to my dream boy. So, goodnight world! (:

cause we both know very well how it will turn out, so why bother to promise something you cant fucking keep

2009-08-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

okay, stress. damn stress. damn fucking stress

2009-08-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

cause your love is a lie

2009-08-21T15:09:00.003+08:00

FINALLLLLLY! (:

Spent the whole noon sorting out my stuff. Memories lost yet found. Brings back every single detail which happened before. update them tonight. SINCE IVE GOT MY BLOGGER WORKING AGAIN!! AWESOME! (:

Okay, goodbye!

2009-08-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

hello all!!

This is a post of random. Alot of side note

1. 18/08/09: HAPPY 20TH BDAY KELVIN!! stop calling me old woman, you old man! Lets go for XLB soon. food makes us happy! (:

2. congrats to safsa for winning the game today. Please win on sunday! Im like an all time supporter. I kinda miss vballing man. Cailin! go form TP Alumni!

3. Am up at this hour, still trying to figure out my school work since the past few days. missed sch for 2 weeks and im totally at lost. Been picking up my pen, opening my book, sitting down on e dining table and TRYING to study. but bam, 5mins late, I gave up. Procrastinate, thats what i am doing. But geez, my determination is damnnnnn bad.

4. Been a damn happy girl recently. Sch is still a bitch, but im cool with it.

5. Adelle Sim, i haven seen u for ages. please call me up when you are done with exams and all.

6. Fuck that retard =) on my tagboard. you BITCH! ARE U DUMB OR STUPID. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

7. AND I STILL CANT FIGURE WHY I CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS ON BLOGGER!!!!! HOW HOW HOW. ):

Okay, goodnight world.

2009-08-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

TEST TEST.

YAY!

FOR A CHANGE (:

but I still cant upload pics. whyyyyyy

2009-08-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

once again, you set me thinking

2009-08-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

needs some sugar.

2009-08-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

So they once told me, life without a goal is like living the dead. I never understood what they meant, until now. somehow at the age of 20, being aimless seems almost like I've lived my past 20 years wanting to achieve nothing.

15 years ago, I wanted what most 5 years old kid wanted to be. A doctor. Too much pretence of doctor and patient with my brother brought me to a different level of hope. Its like, something to brag about, becoming a doctor, i can heal people. if u sick, come to me! but tt was 15years ago.

10 years ago, i dreamt of being a Teacher. Because my only source of inspiration comes from Miss Shirely Ong and Mr Daud Teo. They were my role models back then and they were the ones who gave me the dream. but when I left primary school, this dream jus fade away as I budged into my teenage life, and that was 10years ago.

So 5 years ago, I decided Law is something I wanna go into. It was made possible when I noe I did well for my O lvls and was able to get into TP's Law and Management. So I did. But I graduated with a shit GPA of 2.75 and realised, shucks. im stuck. I cant go into University, so what am I gonna do?

Applied for ACCA, thought this should make out something for myself. But I know Im taking ACCA for the sake of future, and not interest. So, enrolled but wanted to quit for SIM, go into events, marketing. And then came all the stress and objections. abt me not knowing what i want, abt me not able to decide. abt me being too playful and no strive for life. Thats when i realise. perhaps those words are what I do not want to hear, but they are right. I am so indecisive, everybody knows that. I spend like one hour just to decide what i want to eat. no joke. but, it has came to a point that I failed to stay firm in making decision tt concerns my future. that sucks big time.

I guess the only 1 thing i noe clearly, is that I want to secure a future for myself without the need to depend on my partner nor my family to support me. It might be the only satisfaction I might find in myself in the midst of all the confusion. mabbe i had made my choice. Money over interest. moreover, my interest isnt REALLLLLY my interest. unless u give me a free pass to NUS to do Law. Gladly. Give me back the 3 years in Poly. I wont be slacking it away to grad w a 2.75. geez.

this post is gonna end lidat. im still deciding on what I want. but remind me. I dun wan to be just another ordinary degree holder in Singapore. cause tt usually equals to nothing.

goodnight world.

2009-08-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

rock bottom. ):

2009-08-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

It doesnt take long for a person to realise how stupid she might feel.Although what was known did not stopped me from what was felt, but my head is still clear about it. and tt was what made me understand, you are just being you. and I am just being me. We are like 2 parallel lines. we are the same, we face the same direction, we travel the same route down life and we understand each other so well cos we stood by each other, side by side, all the time. but sadly, we will never meet, and never will we meet at any point. Because thats just us, as 2 parrallel lines. sometimes I think I did tried. but nobody said its gonna be a piece of cake to gain it back. I said i needed what I thought was neccessary to make it work. But ironically. I think that is what failed us. Cos it just proves my very first point. Okay. seriously this is damn hard to read cos its all jumbled up. I dun tink anybody will get this post. but geez. who cares. So goodnight world. I hate mondays.

2009-07-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

bummers. my blogger had been downnn for the past few weeks. something is seriously wrong. and i cant change my font or load peeeektures.. no idea why. but its cool.. the blog has been pretty dead since long ago anyways.

ALRIGHT LA! Long awaited, and finally im taking my first driving lesson tmr. YAHHHH! pathetic it may seem. but at least im rolling along. been procastinating since year 2. when the dudes are all driving and some already taking out their P plate, i just started. got so excited but suddenly remember that my dear brother is getting married next year and will be moving out soon. wahlao. how motivating. den i drive what car! TOY CAR ISIT! Nonetheless, that wont spoil my mood to drive. hahahaha!

School is a BORE!! alot of PRC. save me. its not that i wanna bitch. but whr are the cute dudes and pretty babes! den they speak like a cheena. one of them attempted to talk to me. ITS NOT THAT I DUN WANNA CONVERSE. BUT I JUST DUN UNDERSTANDDDDDD A SHIT! and i din wanna sound rude by asking them to repeat themselves. so most of the time im jus smiling and nodding my head. sigh. im loving tp more and more. those are the loves......

Oh wells.

2009-07-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

The closer you pull me, the further I am.

TEST

2009-07-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

'Cos I am not who you want me to be

2009-07-20T23:38:00.001+08:00

Thanks Aloy. (:

2009-07-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

As this whole post might go on and on, i guess somehow we can never predict future.

I lived my life the way you want me to, the route you want me to take. but it is only until now I figured how my indecisiveness can be fatal to my future. I let myself sway with your words, but only to realise what i wanted, wasnt what i really wanted. Was i too overwhelmed by factors that i thought meant alot, to the extend that I lost track of what i really love? Late as it may be, but din they sayin alws goes, 'better late then never?"

In a world like this, tell me people, the route to your interest or the route to your fortune? What would u take on?

2009-07-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

the star in my universe,
I wish I could see
sometimes I don't know what I'll do,
with or without it

I thought we were shining bright,

but soon it crease to fade.

I guess I kinda miss it

but everything is just too late.

so goodnight world,

and goodnight to you.

cause i set my heart

for all this to part.

2009-06-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

Picking up the pieces
Of our broken memories
There's one I can't let go of
That keeps me on my knees

See I know it's half my fault
That we couldn't stay together
But we said no matter what
We'd still be friends forever

How could you turn and just go
And leave me standing so cold
Now you wanna work it out
Tell me what's that all about
How could you up and move on

Like what you had for me is gone
Now you wanna work it out
But baby I'm

Tryin to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me
Baby it's not easy
But I'm tryin to find my way back into you
When I think about you've moved on
Baby it's just so hard

I never quit my love for you
Baby that's the truth
Too hard for me to move on
When I feel this way for you
See I know sometimes we need our space
Baby that's ok

But if you really loved me
Why'd you leave that way
Tell me how

How could you turn and just go
And leave me standing so cold
Now you wanna work it out
Tell me what's that all about

How could you up and move on
Like what you had for me is gone
Now you wanna work it out
But baby I'm

Tryin to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me
Baby it's not easy

But I'm tryin to find my way back into you
When I think about you've moved on
Baby it's just so hard

2009-06-08T22:31:00.004+08:00

8 June 2009. one million and one words. its been sometime. been long. been happy. been gone. visions unclear yet barely fading. memories entrenched yet unwilling. voices heard but rejecting. and once again, as i tried looking for the stars in the sky, the past flashes right in front. yes, cus its full moon tonight. and somehow.. i cant forget.

2009-06-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

And the key is to make me laugh.

one wish in a bottle

2009-05-30T22:40:00.003+08:00

I cant deny this.

Its weird how I feel this wave of disappointment once again.
You come and go as you wish,
leave me wondering as much as I dont wish to.
all that took me higher,
was all that pulled me lower.
Stupid it may be,
Perhaps its becos what i thought had changed, infact never did change.
not one bit.

just bring me away, someday.

2009-05-25T13:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes love comes around

and they knock you down

just get back up

when they knock you down, knock you down

2009-05-25T01:23:00.013+08:00

the people who made life in tp, sweetest. (:

always.

2009-05-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

Actually, im not interested. Period. UGH!

2009-05-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

OMG I WANT I WANT I WANT!

THIS IS THE DREAM PHONE! BEEN TELLING THE DUDES TT I WAN MY PHONE TO BE LIKE "GOSSIP GIRLS, XOXO." WTF. FOUND IT. SIDEKICK! BUT US IS SO FRIGGING SELFISH, EITHER THAT OR SINGAPORE LIKE STUPID. WHY DONT THEY BRING THIS IN. ): PEOPLE, OR PEOPLE WHO NOES PEOPLE WHO ARE SELLING SIDEKICK IN SG, PLS INFORM! WILL LOVE U TO BITSSSSS.

LIKE I SAID,

OMG I WANT I WANT I WANT!

2009-05-09T01:27:00.001+08:00

EDITH WANTS TO GO BUTTER FACT, BUT GOT WORK ON SUNDAY. WAHLAO.

Good guys finish last.......

2009-05-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA. Surprise topic. but I suddenly remembered reading some article that lw showed me few weeks back. So the controversial was all over about girls loving bad boys (BB) and chucking good guys (GG) off from the “people to date” rack and its been very much proven that BB may indeed beat GG when it comes to getting female attention. HAHAHA. Being a female myself, I’m def not opposing to this generality at all.

Having said this, we ever had a short conversation about my expectations when it comes to getting a boyfriend. I mean okay.. If u really ask me to define “bad boy”, I won’t stereotype smokers, clubbers, playboy etc to be one of them . Rather, I think they are just the type of guy who knows exactly how to act and wad to say to manipulate women into giving him what he wants. Or even, making women fall for him. THEN FUCK CARE ALR!

Yes, You might already think I am one of the minority who hates BB , but sadly, I once told people that I rather BB den GG. OR rather, BB turns good. =D But cmon, tts asking for the impossible seriously. Cos if he would ever turn good, he WONT be bad luh. -.- well I guess im just taking things for granted. But I realised, the BB craze and excitement can only last for that moment, until the sparks died, for it is their physiology attributes which attracted ladies’s attention. Not psychologically. They speak fluently (in negative terms) and have a way with words. They are the ones who talked you into leaving yr good ol’ good guy bf. They made you envisioned them as the HOT N NAUGHT (Y) boyfriend whom your gfs will swarm all over. You think they are the walking models whom u can bring them out and flaunt to the world, NOTE! YOU THINK. They might look even worse den any GGbf whom u ever had. Yikes. Sounds gross? Well, it is human’s nature to fall for illusions. Illusions which clearly blinds them from the truth that HE IS A JERK! JERK!! OR EVEN, U-G-L-Y JERK! Duh!

BUT GG are the ones who stood by you. They might be the one who has been listening to you crying over your BAD BOY boyfriend the one whom u tot might have given up things for you. GGbf are the the ones whom you call everynight when u have a fight with the BBbf. The ones who went shopping with you for your BBbf’s vday gift, bday gift, monthly anniversaries. -.- The ones who stood at the side waiting for you to end class while you are hugging and smooching your BBbf in the deserted corner. They are the ones who has been there 99% of the time. And tts 98% MORE THEN the time and attention your stupid BBbf gives to you.. But sadly, they often go unnoticed. I guess they actually requires a longer time to be taken note of, but nonetheless, they are also the ones whom I can safely say that will be the ones who last (as in ever lasting’s last) in the relationship. At least that’s for me.

All in all, I dunno how this would actually affect the people reading this, but I guess its about time we girls should take a look around clearly, OPEN THAT HALFCOCKED EYES and take a clear view of our surrounding, the one whom u are looking for might jus be the one who has been around all this while yet unnoticed cos he was not the ‘legendary’ BB and for guys, dun change to be the bad guy that everybody is talking about, for the conclusion is that,

Good guys finish last. but finish best. (:

2009-05-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

Okay, apologies for the lack of updates. Mood's been off blogging, but ah, its back! (:

Anyways nth much has been going on, life's so fun slacking away. heh. besides the fact tt im lacking cash. errrr, work's going on damn well. Edwin, Rui and I worked for some world gourmet food event at sentosa last saturday. Its actually those kick ass chefs from singapore preparing fine dining dishes for the peeps. my goodness, u have to like pay 180bucks just to go for the event can. like wtf. BUT BUT BUT the food is divine. We basically just have to tab beer for those dudes. archipalego is the beer and its pretty good. angle needed to create only 2fingers space of foam. anything more or less, FAIL!!! NEED SKILLS OKAY! was tough getting the standard initially, but hey, we are like fast learners. hahahaha! i wanna do it again!

THEN COMES THE BEST PART. we get to eattttttt! steaks, salmon, duck, fish crepe, tempura. LIKE WOAH. while ppl pay to eat, i eat and get paid. hows that!! (: woooooooo. I just kept nudging edwin when we were checking out e food. HAHAHAHA. glutton wadeva u may call. im jus making my life happier (:

den beer fest at sg flyer was less of a excitment except that I could see marina barrage from the place. (okay, doesnt change much) fuck la. i want to go can. why nobody bring me there. ): so it was jus me n jass staring at each other until late evening when people started filling up the place for cheap beer. but tabbing beer is still cooler yo! =D

okay next, graduation is on 2oth (okayy) while prom is on 23rd and i have yet to get my dress! oscars is hard la, leewei. I bet u everybody is gonna go outta theme. Cocktail dresses and corset ftw, but wo zhao bu dao leiiiii! stupid ax dress cos 339bucks. LIKE HOW TO BUY? okay, if my bf rich ah.......... =D but, rich bf strays. den again, nobody is perfect. BUT I told zs if i find one rich dude, my 21st bday next year shall be held on a yacht! HAHAHA. okay dream on bitch.

oh, on the lighter note, girls... phuture soon? (:

2009-04-20T02:40:00.002+08:00

Tell me, would you go for sth which you doubt you are totally cut out for, but just for the fun and exposure you might get?

dilemma siol. help.

2009-04-10T00:27:00.005+08:00

GONE AND BE GONE! TEE HEE HEE

2009-04-07T11:11:00.003+08:00

NO WAY IM GONNA PUT THAT SENTENCE. SO SCREW IT!

2009-04-04T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hello all!! Me is back back BACK!

Bintan was a total get away from Singapore yoooo! LIKE FUN FUN FUN! 4 days might sounds long but seriously, I could take another week off jus hanging and bumming around with the peeps. hahaha. Love the banana boat ride, screaming while holding on the handle for our dear lives, all the stupid actions were classic moments I swear. the Jacuzzi and pool's bar chill out area, playing 5 10 and getting splashed like crap. the late night chats w the dudes abt everything. From truth or dare to dreams to hantu to scaring yours truely, the bloody scary night walk from Buana 12 to Buana 8 which I was forced into, the HORSE RIDE, the rifle shooting, the UNO madness that lasted for hours due to new unreasonable rules added (after I won, watched, fell asleep, woke up, they are still at the same game! HAHA! EPIC!)
Amazing trip. They make me a happy girl! You guys are dope shit! (:

For photos, pls fb me. HAHA. thats all folks.

Cus I jus realised, it takes more than words, I need action.

SO GOODNIGHT WORLD. I THINK I MISS THE PAST.

oakleys frogskin

2009-03-30T12:24:00.004+08:00

FOR SALE!!

Oakley Frogskins Matte Turquoise (Limited Edition) $350

Brand new piece in total perfect condition.

Kindly contact me via blog or email-puremilkapple_89@hotmail.com

2009-03-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

Cause baby Im holding on to the slightest glimmer of hope. even the very minimal.
and yes, Im surviving on that breathtaking love of ours.

Goodnight world. im sorry i missed goodnight ystd.

Yours, Edith

2009-03-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

Becos you din say goodnight tonight.

2009-03-22T03:08:00.001+08:00

The little things that we do daily
might seems harmless to our loved ones,
but being the stubborn lil bitch
nonetheless brings forward revenge subconsciously

The longer it drags, the higher the stake
defeat admitted, thou clearly fake
and as we sought revenege on each other slowly,
we destroyed the relationship completely

Goodnight world. I miss my boyfriend ):

2009-03-14T01:23:00.005+08:00

If only I wasnt like a caged bird, I would have flew alot further away then where I am standing, now. And I wouldnt be who I am, perhaps better. If only.

Alright, believe it or not, HOLIDAYS ARE FUCKING BORING! im so not eggcited anymore. Its all the love Ive been waiting for yet somehow I dunno why it wasnt as great as I expected it to be. Mabbe sometimes when you finally get something, you wont really want it anymore. So many things i needa/wanna do, but time isnt on my side. Contradicting i know, but seriously. Im kinda getting sick of it.

Mabbe its a sign for me to work. like hardcore workoholic. earn many many manyyyyy big bucks and spend the rest of my life sun bathing in my self built mansion right in the middle of hawaii. NICEEEEEEEEE! yeah go on and dream, bitch. But Daddy taught me never to depend on anyone else except moi, muaself and I. For thats the only person in your entire kickass life you can be in full control of. NO ONE ELSE! Totally heads, hands, feet and everything possible up to you, Daddy. Question. Why did that fact not get drilled into yr head when u gave me 12am curfew for e past few years? Believe me, I am gonna break that lil line like a spoilt girl running away from home. if i got da maaaa-neyyy. duhh

Point is, a lil part of me feels like ditching holiday, and jus ram the whole period with work work work and more work. Else i feel like im jus wasting my holidays, burning cash into ash by bumming n slping allll day long. yeah, ditching fun for stress. sometimes even i dont understand myself. wads more you?

2009-03-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

ALOHA!

HERES ANOTHER TO JOIN THE CLUB TWENTIES!

SWEET 20 BABE! =D

2009-03-01T00:21:00.006+08:00

Actually, it took me awhile.

I guess I would have made a big fuss. I would have scream n shout. I would have cried and get all self pityful. I would have done alot more than what I am doing now... But not anymore. I realised I grew tired of all this. A part of me feels dead suddenly. like. dead and numb. Despite the fact that chances are hard to come by, we blew them one by one expecting for more. Limits there are to everything, everything. So dun ever cross that.

For the very bottom line is the truth.
For nothing else can hurt more then a lie.
For thats what sustain everything else.
For thats what built the trust.
For thats everything im asking for.

I swear I gave my part. I made my promises and kept them well. but not you. I dun even kno how to deal with my disappointment anymore.

Perhaps these few days will be a good break for me after all the exams etc. I reallyyyy need the fun, the rest and the distraction from any other things. E, your stronger then what you think you are. I think.

So, goodnight world. I kinda miss the smile on my face.

2009-02-25T18:37:00.005+08:00

My splendid brain is growing some fungus despite endless nights of mugging. I dunnoe why. jus wanna say that. Exams are.. so far so cool. except that blardy cgc is killing me, like coldhard stabbing me aliveee. That explains my presence here when the paper is tomolooooooo. Oh no, that doesnt. not techincally. but you get my point.

FUCK cgc.

and thats not being vulgar. There is just no better word to express my feeeling naooooo.

On a random note, I cant fathom things. damn tiring to keep guessing. Its like playing games, games that aint easy to figure and definitely extremely hard to win. Ima sore loser for sure. I cant and dun like to lose. or mabbe im jus plain stupid. As usual. sigh. and sometimes I think I ran out of words midway. like now. right now. RIGHT NA NA NA!

yeahhh. weird luhhh, but. whateva.

OHH, did I mention tmr is graduation day! (provided cgc is cool) cheerie! and jus in case euuu missh moiiiz,

HIIIIIII! (:

aint much of a bimbo. jus half. =D

mmmkay. time is burnt. gonna get back to stabbing myself alive. AGAIN!?

our song

2009-02-24T15:28:00.002+08:00

Our song is the slamming screen doors
sneaking out late tapping on your window
when we're on the phone and we talk reaaaal slow
Cause its late and your mama dont know

Our song is the way you laugh
the first date, man i din kiss you
and i shld have.
and when I got home, before I say amen
asking God if He..
could play it againnn.

(:

2009-02-22T13:05:00.004+08:00

Hello mates,

HOW? Ive been waking up feeling like the lousiest shit eva and that totally spoils my day. Beat that.

SIGH! its not pms cmon shallow people. but again, i got no better explanation.
rawrrr.

Love, Edith.

2009-02-21T00:35:00.004+08:00

HOI HOI HOI!
LOOK WHO HIT THE BIG 2 NOW! (him, not her) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Anyways, here's to the dude who nv failed to stay awake and give me the attention when i really needed them. So, HAPPY 20TH BIRDDDDDDAY SIOL.. Eh bang. muka mcm steam aje sehhhhh.

AH AH AH! =D

2009-02-18T01:14:00.003+08:00

even when everything else falls, i know that girl will alws be there. (:

WHAT AM I GONNA DO WHEN U LEAVE FOR THE DOPIES?!

2009-02-17T15:16:00.003+08:00

20mins into the post, I'm still staring into the blank space. typed, backspace, typed, backspaced, typed, backspaced. Its like throwing a ball against the wall, it keeps bouncing back.

3.35 pm. the clock seems to tick really really really slow.

tourist wanna besss

2009-02-16T12:19:00.015+08:00

My Valentine

Love the day, the bag, the pictures and you. (:

2009-02-12T10:17:00.004+08:00

For everything was a dream, the sweetest dream. But just a dream.

2009-02-11T20:14:00.003+08:00

I on my comp, checked my email and received the coolest mail from Raudhah for the day. or week or month. okay. maybe even year. So instead of forwarding it to one million people, i shall full use of blog. I HAVE TO SHARE THIS!!!!

Right, here goes.

OPRAH WINFREY HAD THIS TO SAY ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think 'it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...Compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...There is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. *Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful.

You should know that you're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing.

If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one.

Ladies take care of your own hearts....

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...

You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

2009-02-10T00:25:00.004+08:00

I got this sudden urge to turn into a downright bookworm with the nerdy specs and center parting hair and lock myself in my room for the entire week. I bet i will score straight As. oh, that is if I have yet to die stabbing myself due to extreme boredom.

UGH! I HATE PROJECTS!!!!

but ironically I just love sch. How does that sound.

Sighs. Women.

2009-02-08T00:52:00.003+08:00

First for the first

BEN<3

2009-02-07T14:46:00.005+08:00

Finally I can breathe.

The entire week has been hectic, with never ending tests and tight deadlines for projects. Okay, i had weeks to settle them, but tts really beside the point. They had to come crashing all at once. oh, did i mention exams is in 2weeks time and i know nuts? Yurp, not cool at all.

Friday was a breather for us all. Pool is my new dope. volleyball expired. HAHAHA! I swear im motivated to get better at it. While lionel was coaching me at the side, i suck at almost all the straight shots and excel in, errrm slicing (sth harder than normal) hahaha. I'm weird in the weirdest way.

Then law arts night was cool with the correct company. almost like a before graduation get together. uh huh. I so not look forward to it. Mummy's been pestering me for plans after my dip. To continue law or not. I thought i had my mind made up, then got swayed when i thought of overseas studies. No way am i independant enough for that. Tell me abt hitting the big 2. (okay, no, dun remind me.)

Alright.

Randomly, I bet i hvn wish hard enough for my birthday. Please rewind, I'll seriously wish for time.

Love me for a reason,
let the reason be love.

2009-01-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

Those repetitive routinues. Truth is, it does'nt feel like how it should be. but sometimes i dunno what else to expect. or mabbe, im just too demanding.

2009-01-22T19:44:00.007+08:00

I want a polaroid camera lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2009-01-20T22:02:00.001+08:00

But I'm in so deep.
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

2009-01-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

Its just plain irritating how sensivity can get to one.
and I still think its best not knowing even though you might be dying to know. (:

period.

one million and one things to do for e past few weeks and ongoing. vball, test, projects, deadlines... i miss the good ol' holidays and never ending fun. call me childish, but who doesnt wanna have a good time. whatever happen to the motivation to strive to be the best lawyer since i was 10. Then i rmb somebody once told me.. the only thing that remains constant is changes. and how i agree to that.

its Monday again. SMU v TP for 3rd n 4th. keep the morale going girls. (:

meanwhile.... goodnights world!!

2009-01-10T21:57:00.062+08:00

2009-01-09T21:50:00.005+08:00

HELLO ALLLLL! (:

Im back with photos photos and more photos! But before anything, IM GONNA EXTEND MY BIG BIG LOVES AND HUGS AND KISSES TO EVERYBODY!!! thanks for all the bday wishes and from my LAW brudders gang, Peilin Raudhah Leewei Meizhi Khai Ravy Kenneth Melvin Ab Joel Nam Chuin and poor Karthik who knocked his head, to the vball dudesss, Zisheng Huiming Aaron Cheryl Mark Cailin Alvin Jiahao Edwin, My PCS darlings, Melvin Duane Qirui Stephanie Jonathan Jass and Teeyue, then Tiancher and Karen, Yes not forgetting my BEN<3 ANDDDDDDD of cos MY SUPER DUPER ULTRA EXTRA BFF ADELLE SIM RONGNA! (damn corny but who cares!) (:

They made my 20th like the best bday ever, since the next upcoming one will be the standard 21st and subsequently, anymore bdays are gonna be my worse nightmares. DOH!

So yeah, the surprise party went really well esp if its for somebody as dumb as I am whose obviously oblivious to whats been behind the masterplan. HAHAHAH!! Initial plan (which i knew of) was dinner at timbre with a few others but was told last min to follow rong to sitong's 21st bday first den we cab back since she already promised her. IM LIKE, DAMNNNNNN! why lidat. but okay la, go luh..

Well its funny how the the lil tricks works in between when Ben tried to ditch me off w help from his frena that "We got test at 4-5! Tink u better go meet rongna!"

den Mark texted and say he's not free cos project while edwin said he got plans alr. (tt ass replied was "i got plans alr. happy birthday". I so wanted to stangle him) and Aaron called in e evening saying their not coming cos they have got OT when they promised with caps that they will make it. AWWW tt was the last straw! I felt extra screwed man.

and zs's convo that went like.
me: eh whr u? Aaron n cheryl not coming.....
Him: huh really? Im at cityhall now..
me: chehh eh im at cityhall too. gona take train to pasir ris first. which part of cityhall are u at?
Him: errrr, im at Heerens!

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHA!! GEEZ! I STARTED LUFFING AND FRIGGGING HAD TO HOLD MY STOMACH AND TAKE 1MIN TO LUFF MY ASS OFF WHILE RONGNA TALK TO HIM. Super cute! (:

well cabbed into aloha loyang anyways and had to creeped into this super weird chalet w all curtains drawn, ultra quiet and dark. BUT IM STILL CLUELESS and when i stepped in, i saw some figured shunning and the first thing tt came into my mind was like "errrr!? rong, are tt yr frens?!!?!" and for the splittest second everybody popped out and BAM! (: me is like a crybaby already! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! tears of joy la deh!

SO, THANKS GUYS! for all e efforts! the gifts the chalet the food the cake (THE CAKE IS DAMN SWEET LUH!) and from liaising with each other abt the arrangements to all the confusion in between and to the late night chats to finally confirm everything, I LOVE U GUYS MEGS! my bday never been any better, with the exact right companies, and all together! (:

2009-01-08T02:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! WEEE! (:

And me is 20 liaossssss! F THAT!! I dun need anybody else to REMIND ME AGAIN! HAHAHA! Anyways, thanks to all my lovess for their wishes! (:

and big thanks to BENNNNN for the 12midnight-but-super-fast-and-slipshot bday song Ive got! (:

GOODNIGHTS WORLD!

2009-01-06T02:03:00.001+08:00

Im asking for the very basic yet you cant even give.

2009-01-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

SIGHS! like a confused!

2009-01-03T01:24:00.002+08:00

Something feels wrong. its less den a week and im not whr near excited. WHY LIDAT! sighs. BORINGGGGG!

2009-01-01T16:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY2009 WORLD! (:

First post of the year yo. okay, here it goes. my new year resolution this time is to be more satisfied with my fats and stop trying means and way to lose them. i changed my mind about making a new year reso to stay slim. thats so.... bimbotic. but again, i tink i am erm.. you knowww. HAHAHA. oh yeah, did i mention that i shld stop rolling my eyes at people?

HAHAHAHAHAH UH HUH! whatever i said is almost impossible. but new year resolutions are meant to be challenging. =D

thrashing night! first cartel screwed up our orders and we ended up having the boring-est dinner for new year eve. MACS! omg but it was funny how jinxed we are on the last day of the year. heh. spent the countdown w adelle and frens thou supperclub and dbl o was disappointment. but yeah, bffs countdown seh! HAHAHAHHA. mins on the phone was awesome, miles apart but the right "3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!" timing. everything was perfect in the most imperfect way. =D

meanwhile, more projects along the way. aiyooooo. next monday is match, i feel butterflies in my stomach when i tink of it.

2008-12-30T23:18:00.040+08:00

So before MSSM starts complaining again.............. here it goes. all the pictures from christmas eve. HAHAHA all the drunkards!!!

THERE WE GO! HAHAHAHAH MEANWHILE, LAST DAY OF 2008. OH MAN. ONE YEAR PASSES LIKE BOLT. i hate to be reminded but am i hitting the BIG 2 in 2009? fuck that.

the simplest is often the hardest

2008-12-27T00:25:00.013+08:00

ALOHA!!

Happy Birthday JACKASS!! I bet u love my gifts, wait, who cares, u BETTER! (:

Shokudo for late lunch cos some shit cannot get his ass up. I love jap food, AND i mention sashimi is like, DOPE? HAHAHAHHA! =D anyways, less words, pictures up.

oh, so much for HAPPY birthday. SMILE LEI!

SHIOK

Some bacon and cheese omelette

and the milk tea is damn good

Hope yr day is dope, boy. (:

so, bedtime. I am so screwed becos i have to work tmr and i have no black shorts becos sis brought the shorts to msia for holiday and adelle's old shorts lak sek and might not look good for work so i am very pissed becos i have to wake up earlier to drop by town to get the shorts and besides that i must spend extra money for that shit but fortunately wad saves the day (or night) is at least im earning more den usual per hour so ultimately i am kinda pissed but mabbe not that pissed okay I DUNNOE! period. =D

2008-12-25T03:08:00.005+08:00

Christmas is SO WONDERFUL!

Steamboat with the girls was sweet! THANK YOU RUI FOR ORGANISING! =D Love the gift frm adelle too, super thoughtful! thanks BABE! =)

then headed down to boat quay with the sec sch dudes, hella fun. new faces met and with the right company. although liquid 40 was BORING shit. luckily we changed! HAHA! Big thanks to Melv for dragging me along as his +1 HAHAHAHAH! Never seen the peeps so high on alcohol before! pictures up soon. We shall all seeeeeee =D

Meanwhile, MERRRY MERRRRRRRY CHRISTMAS WORLD! SPREAD THE LURVEEEE! =D

2008-12-24T00:31:00.006+08:00

Dinner at Cailin's was super shiok!! Lighted christmas tree at the door, the air filled with christmas songs and the sumptuous dinner with huge turkey, oglio spag, mashed potatoe, cheesy broccoli, salmon, minced beef/pork (or ba kua as yaowei thinks it bears the stark resemblance to) AND MY FAVOURITE SASHIMI CAN! OMG! THANK YOU AUNTIE! (and cailin thou i bet u din help much HAHAHA!)

Next, played taboo with zhiyong who is the award winning taboo entertainer, grace the super-easy-to-make-her-luff-and-not-stop-then-there-goes-the-one-minute player and natty the "FINISH FINISH!" HAHAHAHAH. ultra fun!

Gifts opening is coolio. WE ARE ALL EACH OTHER'S SANTA! Jo got a 10ply tissue paper from Mark, NOT, oh, with gym gloves stuffed inside. hahah! Javier got his new pencil for school and a watch to remind him to be on time from siew wen... like a school boy! HAHA! Mark got ball pump which EVERYBODY CAN USE! smart, Javier! Yingwei got SIMPSONS BOXER frm Aaron. weee yo weee! Perfect gayness! Quek got her organiser with yingwei's April 26 clearly noted in pencil. HAHA! BUAY PAI SAE! Me got zhiyong his earrings and a handphone pouch for him while sweetest huiming and yaowei got me earrings which i LOVE LOVE LOVE to da max!

Tmr is dinner at Rui's. CANT WAIT! I LOVEEE CHRISTMAS! TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY COS FROSTY THE SNOWMAN IS COMING TO TOWNNNNNNNNNNN~~~

<3 the aplogies after every argument for it meant more than a "sorry". its a step closer to knowing.

2008-12-19T00:29:00.001+08:00

I SO WANT CHRISTMAS TO COMEEEEEEEEEEEE!

and i can sing frosty the snowman whole day long. =D

2008-12-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Love the burberry, love the tommy hilf, love the dress

Thank you zs n yw! (:

2008-12-18T00:55:00.003+08:00

I lost the feel.

and it sucks to feel the lost.

2008-12-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

1,2 - 1 2 3 4

give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.

2008-12-11T02:04:00.001+08:00

HAHAHHAH! FRENSSSSSSSSSSSSS! JUST WATCH THIS. YOU WONT REGRET! I ALMOST DIED LUFFING! khai! u must master the song!!! I'll salute you HAHAHAHAHHAH!

2008-12-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10 . Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again back to 1.

1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me. I run so fast until I felt 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6. He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asks me to climb a 3 ! and jump down. I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1 .

HAHAHAHAHAHHAH! FUNNY SHIT!

I swear the stupid report is stressing me. Im staring at the same spot for at least 20mins now. and its still blank. Guess the section!

DUH! Its "My Positive Encounter In The Firm"

Oh why not somebody jus kill me. (:

2008-12-07T23:20:00.003+08:00

For the only thing that remains constant in the world, is changes.
Sigh. I guess I am just being constant. I guess...

2008-12-07T11:48:00.007+08:00

Thursday.
Board games food and friends. perfect company. (:

PS* Uh, since im damn bloody whiny now. so before i start my whines, OIE DRAAAAGON!! I WANT TIMBRE THIN CRUST PIZZA PLEASE! (:

2008-12-04T01:10:00.030+08:00

THATS RAVY'S 21ST FOR YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH FREN! =D

2008-12-03T00:52:00.004+08:00

Its more than what you say. Its what u show (:

2008-11-29T10:06:00.003+08:00

ATTACHMENT IS SO OVER AND I AM SO GLAD AND I SO WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! (:

Today feels like the brightest day for beach. WEEE!
Shall update again with photos and photos sooon!
Meanwhile, goodbye world! =D

2008-11-13T22:44:00.010+08:00

Fat free mission failed on day 4. Manhattan-ed with Melv to mend the broken heart. Catching up with Mel alws feels good. MEXICAN ICE CREAM SOON LAH! Cheer up love!

Came home with the chanting intention to voice out one thousand and one things tt spins through the head. strings of thoughts broke when i sat down and think. its never easy. Girls have got the strongest intuition ever. Dun deny that. I'm nonetheless inculded. I felt so and Melvin jus confirmed the burning doubts i have in me. Yet im still lost.

You call it my mere assumptions if you want. but i call those reasonable assumptions as oppose to the fictional assumptions.

Sadly, I do think I've got a million questions to throw to you. But ... ...

Perhaps I will still abide by the safest rule
"For what you dont know wont hurt you"

2008-11-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Lee.W says:
your birthday last year i guess.
Lee.W says:
almost that short
Lee.W says:
but still touched the shoulders
/Edith - says:
my bday last year..
/Edith - says:
16?
/Edith - says:
WAIT
/Edith - says:
OMG
/Edith - says:
HELLO?
/Edith - says:
18!
/Edith - says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Lee.W says:
..

BAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! IMMA JOKE!

sweets for my love

2008-11-09T20:36:00.007+08:00

Jamming into the movie threatres just 3 rows frm the screen causes neckache. But anyway Coffin is pretty dumb, dun watch. thou the idea of his leg cramps due to sudden shock is nonetheless funny shit!!

HAHAHA! IN YR FACE JACKASS!

Oh wells, Sunday is love when u can wake up late and slack your day away. not withstanding the fact that sunday is screwed cos monday is another beginning of J-torture. wadeva, was telling zs i cant wait to see him every week. cos tt actually means its friday and its one week closer to the end of my SIP. sexy or what! =D

ah screwed.

I need a hair cut. i am a sucker for bangs but love long fringe. tell me my indecisiveness is not getting worst.

BANGS CUTE OR WHAT!

And i seriously need to grow taller. craved for ruffles as I eyed the last 2 packets of cheddar ruffles on da rack and reached out for them. those darlings wont budge despite the sad fact that my short legs disallowed me to go any higher. damn. I jumped and stretch further. and jumped alil more before i stopped when some dude beside me realised my plight and took them for me. but i know from a girl's utmost senses and feelings that he must be tinking deep down, "omg she cant reach her chips?!"

Ruffles, it killed my dignity.

2008-11-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

Back to me. me and me.

Tiring week. but HELLO! its only TUESDAY?! talk about week please! I barely started. Weekends are just too short la. I NEED BEACH! im so detached ever since SIP. okay fine dun blame. im jus plain lazy. HAHAHAH!

I cant wait for November 28 to come. thats whr life resumes. PLEASE! me and ab had already planned our grand leaving ceremony, for ourselves. HAHAHAHA! and that would definitely inculdes coffee over J'S body ah. HAHA OOPS KID'N. I wont risk this man. im surpised how widely spreaded my blog is. Even ppl pretty distanced read them.

I realised there is alot for me to blog about i alws end up forgetting them. I face the comp 24/7 and most of them starts of like:

"IN THE SUBORDINATE COURTS OF THE REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE
divorce suit number XXX/08"

My life is screwed with law. Mean honestly, when i was asked if i see myself doing this for the rest of my life, I totally doubt so. No matter how much i do love law, the work load and stress is enff to kill all my passion for it. sigh. And its true that many times u jus do things just to prove people wrong and prove yrself worthy. But ultimately, FOR WHAT? Tsk. wadeva. i jus hate the face of my dad's "I told u!" if im gon tell him i dun wanna pursue law anymore.

BRRRRR!! wadeva. Im living live with joy first! =D
ROOOOOO! ME IS WANT WAFFLES PLS!

goodnights world.

2008-11-04T22:35:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDHAH! =D

Me love u lah GF! the plan was ALMOST perfect. ALMOST!
but anyway, i hope everything still rock ya day even thou u became part of the plan this morning. hahaha!

THE JUNK BOARD

More upcoming photos from the bday girl's wadeva-name-is-it. (CAMERA APPARENTLY)
meanwhile. patience.

2008-10-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

UGH! BACK TO WORK, BACK TO HELL.

I promise i'll go for 9am classes when school starts, attend every single lecture n tutorial and i wont complain having tenderbest for lunch anymore.

brrrrr nov 28 plssssss come asap!

2008-10-26T00:05:00.041+08:00

HAPPY LEE WEI'S DAY! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

19 years ago, yr mum made the worst's biggest mistake. and thus causing the current world to be so chaotic and full of sarcasm. PLEASE. do us all a favour and be a nicer man. HAHAHAHHAHAH!

Anyway! Dinner at Ravy's was shiokness. I LOVE HIS BED! hahahahahha!!! its frigggin water bed! damn cool. i din want to get up the moment i slept on it. totally miss it when i din go for the dinner last year. =( and Ravy's mum is the coolest mum ever. yr damn lucky ah fren. Great food, great company, great day. =D

Den its 'surprise' for MR LEE. From heart attack to forfeit to blindfold to birthday cake and to present! HAHAHAHAHA! your too smart for surprises alr lah. u guessed everything. soo TOOO BAD. ANYWAY, glad we managed to get it pretty well done. =D

So poor boy was blindfolded as a forfeit when he lost in heart attack. We all attacked like nobody's business!! hahahahah! after all, when the person is without his specs,blindfolded and with everybody attacking him, i swear he was at his weakest ah! HAHAHHAHA! HOWS THAT LEE!

Go go pictures............

CHARMAINE

RAUDHAHAHHAHAH

PEILIN

Birthday boy

REFUGEEEE hahahha!

GUESS WHO?!

Thank you Ravy for e dinner

Enjoy your day to the fullest lw! =D

Goodnights world!

2008-10-23T00:17:00.001+08:00

I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOOOL!!

2008-10-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN QIRUI! =D Pictures up soon!

im sorry i couldnt turn up for e surprise. BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED DINNER! =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABEL! =D
hope u had a great day!